reflection

Max and I recently decided that we will not be going to Benihana ever again. We went for our anniversary this month and I couldn’t bare to watch the chief cut and cook meat in front of me. It almost made me cry. I felt a little embarrassed because the couple sitting across from me started to notice my discomfort. It’s crazy to think that just last year I would have never seen myself abstain from animal products in any way. It has been some journey. All I know is, this is the life I want to live. I just wish I had done it sooner.

Check in- thu, july 24th, 2014. 5:20am

I haven't slept yet.
My alarm will go off in an hour.
I'm exhausted but my brain won't shut off.
I keep thinking about my future...school, work, Harrison.
I want to move away.
I want to earn a living by living.
I'm so restless. All this thinking and I haven't thought of anything yet.
ugh.
Status: shaken, restless, tired. Hopeless, anxious, nervous. Full of ideas and on an empty stomach.