I can't describe the sorrow that fills me
when you say her name.
They keep telling me that I can't be replaced, that you will always love me,
but I grow weary.
Singing the ocean song through the phone
into your adolescent ears.
You ask me to sing it again and again.
But my love cannot be voiced, with the gentle surrender I can't keep from wobbling.
You couldn't know the reasons,
far too young to understand.
dreading the sound of goodbye, hoping it's not for good.
never underestimate a resentful heart.
Even still,
he can not fathom
the strength of a broken mother
on her way to get her only son back
from his malicious father.
Even if it can't be forever, mother moments are a years time.
Bound by sandstone and dehydration.
All the promises that were made to me
And broken
All the foundations I have set down
are shaken.
I stare into my future and see a bare blanket of fabric.
Too soft ,
and even too thin to be felt.
Where will this desert take me next?
Arizona
Arizona
Arizona
I might rot here before I die.
My son, know I will stay here for you.
A mothers only wish is that father stops trying to kill her.
Taking you away is removing the breath from my lungs.
Arizona
Arizona
Arizona
Please spare me.
Landscapes and Hearbreak.
A smile so big her lips won't touch
Can't hold it in
There are others facing more trauma than me
There are those who are facing killers eye to eye. Breath bellowing deep into their chests.
There are those feeling heart beats with their hands bump and slowly faded into darkness.
I just face the wind against my face and the distain in your heart for me.
I tried to leave.
Now just trapped in this hell
Surrounded by the glass made up of documents bound together by the glue of your Wallet and malice.
I can see the life I wanted with the baby biologically blessed in my possession
Never to be touched but for more than a moment in memory or in dream.
How could this happen.
This path I walk through hell's familiar
The darkness concurs feelings of despair.
Oo I'd do it all for you
My love
My little darling
Because you are my personal heaven
I'll hold you close beside me forever
I keep all the storybooks open for you
I will read all the pages in singsong to you
Over the phone Like I'm used to.
But not for long my dear
Soon you'll be right here.
Ooo you keep me moving forward with pride
My love
My baby boyy.
Because you are my personal heaven.
I'll hold you close beside me forever.
Every step
Every turn
Held up high through hell again and again
With the promise of your safe return in my heart.
Souls of my feet underneath me.
Lift me up even in this heavinessThis path I walk through hell's familiar
The darkness concurs feelings of despair.
Oo I'd do it all for you
My love
My little darling
Because you are my personal heaven
I'll hold you close beside me forever
I keep all the storybooks open for you
I will read all the pages in singsong to you
Over the phone Like I'm used to.
But not for long my dear
Soon you'll be right here.
Ooo you keep me moving forward with pride
My love
My baby boy.
Because you are my personal heaven.
I'll hold you close beside me forever.
Every step
Every turn
Held up high through hell again and again
With the promise of your safe return in my heart.
Souls of my feet underneath me.
Lift me up even in this heaviness
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